Why

Why do my emotions get thrown around so much?Why do kind words hurt more than angry ones?Why do bittersweet feelings hurt more than anything?Why do I care so much?Why do my tears fall so freely, but my words get caught in my throat?Why does jealousy take me over so often, when I know it destroys so much?All this time that I felt like this won't endWas for youAnd I taste what I could never haveIt's from youAll those times that I tried My intentionsFull of prideAnd I waste more time than anyone{Outside - Staind}I don't mean to be meanBut that's all I can beIs just me{The Way I Am - Eminem}I'm sorry. To anyone and everyone. Just sorry.