Don't You Know I'm All That and a Bucket of Wings

Then it is settled. Relationships are overrated. Then why do I want one so bad?

*Sigh*

Wow, you all wrote a lot while I was gone. And I was only gone for a day. Michigan sucks. Family sucks. Again, I have to say, I don't really HATE many things or people, but I truly HATE my brother. I can't even beat him for the stupid, dumbass, aggravating things he does. And my dad and my brother both snore. Now, given, I am usually up until 2 am anyway, but not because I have to be. Not because I feel more insane than usual because of constant snores. Worst night ever.Off to Illinois in the morning. But, there is a computer and fun family (cousins) there. So it will be better. Oh yes, and instead of a 5 hour drive, it is 2. Man it is sounding good. Got to play with my new, hard, metal DDR mats tonight. They are awesome. Anyone going to Brittany's New Year's can look forward to trying them out. They are basically indestructible (though they don't seem like it).That about sums up my day. Driving and DDR. I hope you are all having a more exciting time than me. Well, I'm off to continue my thrilling day. Talk to you all later.

The U...

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Yay for Okay Days

Okay okay, you all know you want to hear me say it...MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!AKA Happy Materialism Day. But we're not going to go there. Overall, pretty good day. Mom and brother got me up around 8, I opened stuff and found myself back in bed by 9. It was fun. Then got woken up again and laid around for a while looking at my new and rather needless possessions. But I like them! Most of them are pretty. Or fuzzy. Or of entertaining value. Like The Emporer's New Groove. Yay!! And clothes. I like clothes. Now this was all at my mom's house. Oh yes, and Christmas Eve shopping rocks. All the crazy people are out. And it started snowing! I hate snow. But it's the thought that counts. Okay, I hate snow for its coldness. I like it for its decorativeness. ...yes.Anyway, after a sad goodbye to my mom it was off to my dad's. Air hockey table. Well, okay. I'm not complaining but...okay. DDR mats still not here. Oh well, they better make it by New Year's. Other presents included much desired DVD's, letter jacket and championship ring. Not a bad year, I'd say. And I got cool stuff from friends beforehand...now I have to go buy stuff for them before New Year's. But that's okay, everything will be on sale starting tomorrow.Overall, pretty good day. Now, tomorrow I'm off to Michigan (family), day after coming home, day after going to Illinois (Aunt/Uncle/Cousins), day after coming back, and then I'm free until school starts again. It's going to be an amusing few days. And hey, will someone please call me about a movie or something? There is literally nothing to do around here, especially without a car. So please, someone, save me!Well, a Merry Christmas nonetheless, I hope you all enjoy yourselves, I have to go back to pretending to enjoy family time. Bye bye!!

Oh, Lovely Horrible Day

Despite the fact that I got up at 3:30 in the freaking afternoon, it has been a long day. I have discovered many things about myself...and learned nothing. I am very sick of happy couples...they piss me off so much. Why? Because I haven't been in a "happy couple" for a few years now. And that, my friends, is indeed a depressing thought. Not to mention I have had my heart broken now so many times by such a small amount of people that rejection just might be my greatest fear...which is why I try not to put myself on the line much anymore. You would think by now I would have heard enough hurtful words to be able to take anything...but you'd be wrong. The same words from a different mouth can hurt equally...I fear that too. I'm sorry, do I sound like I'm complaining? Good, because I am. And another thing, here is something I have learned that you all should take to heart: I was unhappy in a relationship. *gasp* I know I know, you sit by and think you want a thing for so long that once you have it, you realize just how much you really didn't want it at all (did that make sense?). Anyway, I'm sitting here, unhappy in this relationship, and I see two options: One was trying to fix it. So I asked myself, "Is this worth fixing?" Finding the answer to be no, I went to option two, ending it. Well, in the actual pursuing of option two, trying to fix things sort of came up, but we both decided in the end that breaking up was best. And guess what? I was happier from that point! Now I'm not even sure if writing that was more to my benefit or yours, but do with it what you will. But the point is I was better off.I guess I have learned something about myself. I really don't like living my life. Don't tell me that's cynical-it's true. It's completely and totally true. Not only is my life boring as hell (maybe that's just break, I don't know), but I find myself day by day looking for what I truly want, and finding that I just can't have it. I figure God is probably trying to get back at me for all the sins. I have learned one other thing, which only one person who may or may not read this can take seriously and understand. I have come to realize that I just want things the way they were. Like in the summer...but I can't even have that anymore. Well, I'm going to go now. Not to bed, but to do something of entertaining value until maybe I fall asleep. Goodbye...

Lalala

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by QuizillaThat's weird...because I'm really not, I used to be really narotic, but if any of you have seen my room...ha, I'm far from it.Contrary to popular belief, not much sleeping is done in here. *wink*If you were a room in a house, what room would you be?</center>Hehehehe. Um....Well, I suppose I should be getting off to bed...to SLEEP thank you very much...yes, I believe I might...here...in a little while...what's it to you anyway? Okay, I'm now picking fights with the computer, time for sleep. Later, everyone.

BORED

I missed a day of writing. Wow. Go me. Today has been boring, but what can you expect, it is both Sunday and Christmas break. Not that I'm complaining about break! You know what? I stayed home last Monday, and this is pretty much exactly how I felt. This is an improvement and a disimprovement in many ways. I can almost taste food and smell things again, but I feel pretty lightheaded (in a bad way).Short entry for now, too lazy to write much, nothing to write. Until something interesting happens in my life (besides plots to beat the hell out of the people upstairs-or blast them away with amps), I'm gone...3 days until Christmas.

*Bows Head*

I would like to give my regrets and best wishes to the Forsythes, who one year ago yesterday lost their mother, Tomi Forsythe. May she forever rest in peace.