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Loooong Days

Definitely woke up on the bed in here about a half hour ago. Oops. Missed first hour today, and most of second. Went to the doctor, figuring antibiotics would help. JUST KIDDING. So for now, I am just going to kill myself tomorrow by going to school before having two weeks off. Woo. Went to ballet tonight (against my wishes). It was okay. My mind kept wandering though. Geometry quiz tomorrow and gotta get caught up in biology and jazz band. Other than that, I'm back to hating my life, hating certain people who make my life a living hell, hating being sick, and hating terrorists. 1 day left...until Christmas break....1 day.6 days until Christmas. (and no shopping done yet)

Why??

Why does it seem that certain people only exist to make my life HELL???? Don't you ever have a nice word to say to me anymore? You used to...but it's all changed now. You've turned friendship into hatred that you may never become aware of. Are you happy now? And have you ever thought that when I say I hate you, I might just mean it?

*Phew*

Dreaded concert over. I am so relieved! Things went wrong, but nothing extreme. Had major cold and fever problems though...I got through it without too much trouble.Boy, has today been wonderful {sarcasm}. I can't count the number of times I wanted to die for oh so many reasons. Not just school, not just band, people too. Two more days, I just gotta keep going for two more days...Memories video was okay. I don't think it was as good as last year's, but maybe it's just that I liked last year better in general. The point is, I was seen as Batman, and the saxes played our polka, and that's all that matters (besides Harloff's fall up the bleachers and Webb swatting at Leon). I liked how some people did things like other people last year, but at the same time, some of it was like, no, you can't do that, that wasn't you. *Shrug* It's all good, I can't change anything about it now.I hope Krummy gets better soon! I heart you!! Starting BioDiscos tomorrow, mine's on Benny Carter, so it'll be easy. We have two days in the library to write an outline. I just hope I don't goof off too much and get nothing done. Well, I'm off. I have drama and homework to deal with. Later.Dreaded concert over.2 days until Christmas Break.7 days until Christmas.

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I am sooooo sick. And not getting better. I have ensemble practice tonight. I will probably go. And bring my sax home to attempt practicing (yes Burnsy, you actually guilted me into something...you're one of the few people capable of such a feat). I am going to the doctor afterwards. I have so much homework...you would think I would get started on it. You'd be wrong. Big bio test tomorrow...gonna fail. Didn't take enough notes, don't understand shit, so I'm just gonna fail. Otherwise, Geometry test was easier than crap, got called out in Jazz Band for being too loud, took English quiz and got caught up there. I need to do a study guide tonight. Test tomorrow. Why are all the tests suddenly on Wednesday??I will probably get in trouble for this later, but some people need to learn that the Drumline are not actually Gods. Sometimes there are more important things. Oh but that is not all I have to complain about. How about Webb calling me out during WE today?? ...At least it was to take the blame for my crappy test scores. Then everyone went through the A Major scale...only like 15 people got sent out (me among them), which is BS because 3 trumpets and a trombone were the only brass players. DAMN YOU BRASS CHEATERS!! *shakes fist* *bursts into coughing fit* Not to mention perfect little Brittany Wilkerson fucked up her scale but got to stay anyway. WHAT THE HELL?? I hate it when Webb has favorites!!But it's all good because Chris and I were amused in the "scale room". Goofing off is so much fun. If that hadn't been fun, I might have been angry about getting kicked out. Mr. Burns wouldn't let me get my sax out though : (. I'm pretty sure the whole WE who's not in Jazz Band must think I really suck, and doubts that I'm any better at my sax. I am guys, I really am!! Then I came home and accidentally fell asleep (this always happens to me on Tuesdays), but luckily woke up around 4. Been online ever since, coughing and hurting and being cold. Why is it every time I think I'm close to happiness, something horrible comes and kicks me in the face with an iron boot? I am tired of this...when do I get to be happy?1 day until dreaded concert.3 days until Christmas Break. 8 days until Christmas.